HELLO, WORLD.

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happy new year.

i haven't really been doing much of anything that could consitute "creative doings" since i got sick in september and made the memories page, after which shitty mic stand gave in after 4 years (i am still yet to replace that, my audio has been horrible for me since). due to reasons entirely within my control,
i have been mostly idle since. i've mainly been focused on playing games, lots of different games: games that have recently come out, beloved classics i haven't played, etc. the most notable of these games being Scrabdackle, which i will gush about at some point later, probably; i don't really feel like it right now, but let it be known i really really love that game. everyone should play Scrabdackle.

a sweet tidbit from my personal life is that i'm in a relationship now, i'm really happy about that; it's great to have an other half, whom i love.

i'll finally be breaking the shackles of education this year, most normal people my age would have been out a year ago, but 14 year old me thought it wouldn't hurt to go an extra year in exchange for some certifications. it was nice to think it would matter. i just want to have a real income now, before everything gets even more expensive. i just want to be able to buy things. i want to have my own money.

i want to do things again, it was nice being able to kick back and not worry about my unfulfillable ambitions for a while (for once in my life) and focus more on the people around me, but i can only do that for so long. the urge is gnawing.

i don't really have a lot of ideas for this place at the current moment, i don't wanna write about myself much recently either, even my personal journal has been sitting dry for a while. my eyes are set on youtube and maybe doodling in mspaint more.

2025 was quite eventful in filling some holes in my mind that needed filling, but
i want to have a year where i have a consistent, public output, so that i make stuff and it is seen by others. 2025 was ok in that aspect, but only for this site.

i want to prove to myself that i can do it.

i hope you have a nice new year, reader.

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