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A LITTLE BIRDIE'S COMMS CHANNEL
23/7/2025

considering the fact that i know more or less how to disassemble a ps3, it should be pretty apparent that outside is not a place i frequent; but now with skating, it's been nice having an outside activity that i'm excited about doing.

there was a little bit of peril in whether or not i was really gonna be skating regularly for the first two weeks, because i was waking up real late and didn't wanna skate at night, but now that i'm sleeping normally i'm going out almost daily and it's awesome.

even still, when i'm out on the board i kinda have to pretend i'm the only one around and ignore the fact there're people around me... sometimes even watching. ordinary passersby, people on benches, i just can't quite shake the feeling everybody's just waiting for me to eat shit so they can have a chuckle.
but if i just look in front and avoid all eye contact, it's okay.

besides that, it gives me real peace of mind. it's a nice change of pace from being eternally stuck in my own head, questioning every single sensation
i experience and thought i have to the point of fatigue, meanwhile i am surrounded by 20 different things i could be doing; on the board instead i just... ride. nothing in mind but me, my board, and of course, the beastie boys.
or brian eno. that's what it tends to be lately.

we're having bipolar rain for the week, so i was doing some stationary practice in front of the apartment building i happen to live in, and as an addendum to all of that i decided i wanna try an ollie, and in 15 minutes i managed to land... ONE OLLIE!!! wauw. again, it was stationary, and i only got it once, but it proves it's possible for me to learn it. just gotta wait for the sun so i can go out.

as for everything else going on in my life - slowed to a halt. my premiere pro project has barely anything in it, and it's been not touched in a week. sometimes i think it could be cool to just have a guy around that hits me with a whip, would be a neat experiment.


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